I have specially registered here to post this message. The essence of this message – to ask for help. My short story, which I write later – it’s explanation what I’m looking here for and why. I would be grateful for all people, who will respond with willingness to give any help to me. And I apologize for my broken English – I’m not a native speaker. Many years ago, more the 15 years back actually, I got some illness. Moment when it came to my life divided my life into two parts – “before” and “after”. Gradually symptoms became so bad and fundamental, that threw out me from the “normal life” completely – for the last years I can’t do any job and do many even simple things. I write “illness”, because the name of “this” is unknown to me. During many years and a lot of attempts I discovered the total inability not only to cure “this”, but even to know what “this” is really is. I obviously is facing something unknown to modern medical science and unclassified by it. After many years of attempts to find any relief through “official medicine” I decided to turn to “alternative medicine”. And added more years of attempts trying “alternative” diagnosis and treatments methods. There were a lot of things here – almost everything you can think of, even if you know a lot about “alternative” fields. The result of all of this is the same of result of trying to find help from “official medicine” – I’m not better and still don’t have any idea what is wrong with me. The next part of my years-long searches is close to the reason of writing this message. Of course, I have met a lot of people, who told a lot of stories about people which “extra” abilities. Who, broadly speaking, can “clair-“ “see”, “hear”, “know” and a lot of other “extra” staff. And who really help people. And I thought – maybe, if such people really exist (look at amount of case stories!), than maybe someone will be able at least to give me some direction (be it “seeing” or whatever) what is wrong with me? And I started to try to find such people and ask for help. To present moment, I have asked for help from more the 50 such people from more than 10 countries. Some of them really unique in their societies. And some of them really known worldwide. But others, to the contrary, were absolutely unknown to masses, which made them even more interesting in mane aspects. And what is result of all this attempts… If short, than super demotivating… And the reason of demotivation is not the fact that I didn’t find the help. Nooo – everything is much worse. During all this years I have never met someone who in any way demonstrated his “extra” abilities. No one ever told me what is wrong with me. But what is much worse, no one ever produced any piece of potentially verifiable information which turned true. Nothing, which I could make at least small, but a hope, that there is any potential chance to find anything of help in this “world of people which extra abilities”. I can tell, that BEFORE all this visits and travels I was much more a believer that such phenomens can truly exist that I’m now. My personal experience influences this believe very badly. And now to the essence of my message. For all this people I always came with respect and a hope. So, I never put the question is style “prove for me!”. I only came, asked for help, listened carefully and did what I have been told to. And only as a result of this I seen, that not only I didn’t receive any help, but I didn’t receive even slightest prove that this person “see” anything beyond “normal” human abilities. Ma My situating is very poor. I have spent years and years in the beginning to discover that modern medicine science can’t help me in any way. I surrendered.. Than I got a new hope, that maybe I will find some help from people with “special powers”. And I again spent years and years… To get same devastating result. But now is much worse – now I really don’t know where to go… And that is why I decided to try to write here – what I’m asking and looking for – is to find ray of hope. At least small ray of hope – which can show me, that there is at least any sense in trying to continue my attempts and search further. Please, if this will be read by someone, who think that he/she can “show” me that “special powers” truly exist in any form, than this can be for one person (me) a true treasure. This can be a ray of hope – and this can show me, that I can continue my search and attempts – that this is not completely useless. The internet is full of stories of people who can “see” the past of a person and correctly tell it. Maybe someone can do such thing for me? Or something else, which is also straightforward clear… Please, if you can “show” me that such thing really exist in this world, please, write me Personal Message here or contact.001 “at” mail.ru – this would be precious for me. Thank you for reading this!